Sunday, November 29, 2009

Day 49 - I Love This Shit

So this diet is awesome.
Fell off the wagon a couple of times, but it's expected for such a big change. I am so proud of myself. I don't have time to write alot, it's been crazy with the musical and everything, but I thought I'd share a few stats.

I'm 125lbs.
Waist now 25".
My tight jeans are loose.
My skin is super clear.
My double chin is receding.

Amen, praise Jesus.
It's not just the diet, though.
I also run every single morning before school for 25 minutes. That's making a huge difference. And now I must go do some more circuit training.

I'm feeling so good.
There's also a new change in my life that is beyond wonderful. And I love Eleanor.

One Love
Victo

316 days to go

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Day 25 - Breakthrough

Alright ladies and gentlemen.

When there's a will, there's a way. I made a breakthrough today.

Today after school I was so hungry. There was NO LIVING FOOD IN MY HOUSE. Except for bananas. Now, I know that bananas are my trigger food. I ate 2 and a grapefruit and a huge salad and some mandarins. That's alot of food. So I was already bloated when I went to karate later that night.

I went to karate and did the workout and that was all fine and dandy. Now at the end of karate I had this overwhelming desire to just go home and binge. I was okay with that at karate and rationalizing it by telling myself that I had already blown that day because of the bananas and shit.

BUT.

In the car on the way home, I took a second and told myself this about a hundred times over and over:

"You aren't going to like it, but this is what you have to do."

After that, I was fine. I didn't have the urge anymore. And now, I'm happy to report that I'm going to bed without having binged today.

Thank Jesus.

One Love,
A very euphoric Victo

340 days to go